My deepest fear is getting trapped in anxiety and depression. It come from the mother wound from childhood emotional neglect. I was taught to repress emotions which created so much tension in my body that I disconnected, my body was not a safe place for me. It also came from absent fathering. I was terrified of moving forward in life because this most important building block in my foundation was missing: the experience of a father mentor, protecting me and having my back.

I walked in circles getting nowhere in life even though I was more than capable. The cosmic joke was that the very thing I feared, was already in me. Eventually the anxiety I didn’t even know I was suffering from - because I was so disconnected to emotions, caused unexplained health issues. In the confines of the life I lived I became very good at shaming myself for not achieving, not knowing I was held back by anxiety. Oppression became my addiction, my drug of choice, anything else triggered the anxiety I had no name for or understanding of creating a feeling of living trapped in a maze.

I learnt talk therapy was not sustainable, healing anxiety needed to be multi-dimensional. Creative processes penetrated the subconscious where the seed of all my dysfunction hid. I accessed intuition and higher power converting my emotions and confusion into profound healing and wisdom again and again. I got to know myself WELL, where I understood self-understanding is key to healing anxiety and that suffering provides opportunities to awaken self-understanding. I experienced self-understanding as the love I could give myself that wasn’t felt in childhood.

I had worked out how to be that parent you need: Mother Emotion and Father Stronghold so I would have something to offer you because the thing is, all the years I devoted to my healing I had the sense I was also doing it for the collective. I wanted my house in order for you to feel protected, safe in your body, mentally clear, emotional freedom, free to be you and live inspired. I didn’t want to turn up with a few ideas and a business plan or a map and compass. I wanted it all in place to invite you in. 

Welcome to the Medicine Woman Dreaming, a multi-dimensional, therapeutic, healing art lifestyle program teaching you to become your own freedom fighter by exploring: Who am I, What is my Purpose, What is wrong with me, how to Live Inspired.

This is a sacred lifestyle practice: an intentional routine that brings a sense of reverence, meaning, and connection to life and to a creative power greater than yourself into everyday life, rituals that honour that sacredness of YOUR existence and that inspire and informs self-love experiencing a feeling of interconnectedness, a transcendence of boundaries, an intense heart-opening, and awareness of the inherent goodness of all beings. It is for those who want to know you are made in the image of love, who want to experience you don’t walk alone in life and don’t have to have all the answers, who want to experience a benevolent force at your back supporting, guiding and inspiring you, who want to become a whole person in a quality self-loving relationship with yourself and travel the rhythms and seasons of life processing what is in the way until you get to the core of this you and become omnipresent letting the world know you exist far and wide having overcome a fear of being seen and heard, having overcome emotional neglect, unworthiness and imposter syndrome. This is inspired living.

WELCOME

Have a look around and if there is naything I can support you with please reach out.